Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Hmmm...don't really know how to title this

But let's start with that I have short hair now, yes, I cut it myself last night and it's not even, but it actually doesn't look too bad considering I was pissed when I did it.

I took yesterday off to particpate at our school's bookfair, so I was at the school all morning. And then they had open house from 6-7:30 at night. They were excited because they did a bunch of stuff in their classrooms. Anyway, I told Paul since I was working the bookfair from 6:30-7:30 I wanted to be there at 6 to talk to Sidney's and Brenna's teacher and look at their classrooms and also talk to a first grade teacher that I want for Brenna next year.

So my lovely husband is home on time, but is in a totally shitty mood, stuff happened at work, and he put in an application but heard that he won't be eligible until December. Soooooooo.....totally horrendous mood and just sits there, and tells everybody "I'm not going to the open house, I don't want to be around people." Fine, whatever, but I can't take 3 kids, I have to work the fricking bookfair, that was supposed to be your job. He still doesn't want to go, so of course Brenna and Mackie are upset because I had told Sidney earlier that she could help at the bookfair. So I'm pissed already.

Now it's 5:30 and he gets in his car and takes off. Hello!!! I need to leave at 5:45 to have enough time. Can't really take all 3 with me. 6 comes around, he is not back, so I start walking towards the school with all 3 of them. Halfway up we meet him, (Oh I didn't know you wanted to go this early), so Brenna and Mackie go back with him and Sidney and I go to the school.

It was really nice, the kids did a lot of cute stuff in the classrooms, I really enjoyed it. Of course halfway through the bookfair Paul shows up with Brenna and Mackie, stays for 10 minutes and leaves.

I get home with Sidney around 8 and he still in a horrible mood and we start arguing, I know, I should know better than start an argument when I know he is in a bad mood already. But of course I couldn't help myself. So things going back and forth,and I accuse him of being selfish and everything has to focus on him etc, luckily all the kids are in bed and don't get to witness the lovely exchange, and he tells me "You are 40 now, and still have long hair. What's up with that? Wanna be younger?"

I got so pissed, and he finally went in the trailer to sleep (good choice buddy) and I went to the bathroom with scissors. Yes, not my most mature decision, but damn it felt good.lololol